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i have been so incredibly distracted that composing a thought long enough to write it down has seemed so extremely far fetched.

I started school, a new job and took on a lover ( all in the same week, a few weeks back)

I should probably give the man a little more credit. He is so much more than a lover, he has all my heart. Yesterday for easter and my momma's bday, he met my fam and just fit right in. This is better than i could have ever expected or ever imagined.

School has made me revisit a place inside me i always knew existed. Apparently there are others in the world that share my passion for aesthetics, clean lines and spring collections.

I have stopped going out like i normally do. My normal is often times other people's extremes. This was a necessary change, considering the fact that my income much like the country's is in recession and frankly i have just needed to sleep a little more.

Sometimes i wondered if my party hard days of 2008 were a phase brought on by circumstance... was it posible that i was a closet homebody deep down inside?....oh no! just the though made me cringe. Although everything is great in moderation...unless of course we are talking about vodka.

i guess what im feeling is that i have reprioritized and dare i say ...grown up a little?